But on the inside I felt like I was such a fraud because I was such a mess inside,” Iris said to FOX 13. Iris had an eating disorder and kept it to herself for 46 years. Now, she’s opening up about her eating disorder in hope of helping others. I finally feel like the outside is in synch with what’s on the inside,” said Iris. If you or anyone you know are struggling with a eating disorder, there are options around Tampa Bay to seek help.