Ahead of the memorial service, Erika said that she didn't want to participate in Robinson's trial. I told our lawyer, I want the government to decide this," she revealed in an interview. Because when I get to heaven, and Jesus is like: 'Uh, eye for an eye? She explained how, after arriving in Utah, doctors advised her that she may not want to view her late husband's body due to the extensive damage left by the high-caliber rifle's bullet. The bullet came, he blinked, and he was in heaven," she described about her husband's body.