What I cannot escape about this idea of acceptance, is that it often feels that I do not have a choice in what thoughts and perspective I have in a given moment. We can come up with more questions and clever answers but are ultimately >tasked with living in the present of this world; a world of admixture >which for our purposes always is; a world where I cannot avoid the >impression that I am now choosing to write these words to you and where >even if I argue otherwise I still feel I made that choice and you feel >you were the intended recipient of it. In particular: “a world where I cannot avoid the impression that I am now choosing to write these words to you and where even if I argue otherwise I still feel I made that choice and you feel you were the intended recipient of it”.