I've worked closely with dozens of very capable people who had the exact same mentality and process towards "getting started in bug bounty" - they believed that they could create the same system of goals, habits, routine, and discipline in order to accomplish their vision of becoming a bug bounty hunter. Just because you don't enjoy certain processes doesn't mean everyone else doesn't either. I don't mean to discourage anyone interested in starting, but if you're trying to force yourself to do something you don't want to do, it's probably time to take a step back and at least try to frame it in a way which you can enjoy.