Routh tried to stab himself in the neck with a pen after the verdict was read, but authorities stopped him. Lothar Speer started a drawing when he heard Routh’s daughter yell from behind: “Oh my god, he’s trying to kill himself, he’s trying to kill himself! Routh’s daughter, Sarah, yelled out, “I love you and we will get you out, don’t worry,” according to Grouse. Authorities say Routh created a “sniper’s nest” near the sixth green of Trump International Golf Club, but never fired a shot at Trump. On cross-examination, Routh told McGee, “You’re a good man.