"All the women feel guilty," said Susan. "The government knew that it [sodium valproate] caused problems and it was still continued to be licensed for usage for pregnant women," she said. She has still not received a response to her 16 July deadline. Parents are not getting any younger and we need to set out a care path for our children. "If I am no longer here Anna will have proper housing and medical care which she will need all her life," she added.