At that moment, I touched everything my hand fell upon and everything my gaze fell upon, and I embraced and kissed. That love which had always been an impossible goal, became with you a possible and easily attainable reality. And how beautiful was the jealousy that seized me, which I quickly suppressed within my heart, letting it do its work. I felt as though I were diving into your chest, searching for something,´-or-perhaps nothing, drowning in something,´-or-perhaps nothing. I felt as though I were searching and searching and searching, and I felt as though I were drowning and drowning and drowning.