One such journey happened nearly fifteen years ago, when four of us were travelling to Puri for darshan of Lord Jagannath. What was I asking God for? “If I do not pray to Lord Krishna or Lord Narayan, what if His Sudarshan Chakra separates my head from my body? But that journey to Puri planted a question in my mind that would take me many years to answer:Is faith born out of fear really faith? Surrender does not mean giving up or waiting for God to solve everything.