For nearly two decades, I have suffered from a debilitating condition known as PSSD, short for “post-SSRI sexual dysfunction”. The results indicate that autoantibodies may be targeting the autonomic nervous system, causing dysautonomia (autonomic dysfunction), which has been reported by many PSSD patients. I couldn’t properly react to it; I couldn’t feel it. I couldn’t feel music, watching movies I had always loved was like watching gray paint dry, and I stopped sensing the atmosphere in my environments. PSSD patients frequently describe a profound sense of loss—of self, identity, who they once were, and the future they once envisioned.