The PCB then ratified the ECB life-ban on Kaneria the same year and also banned him from all cricket activities in the country. I don’t know how I will earn my bread and butter now. I don’t know on what ground they have made this decision, but it’s really heartbroken for me. I’ve served Pakistan with due utmost honesty and I’m sad and disappointed to know that my plea to undergo the rehab program has been quashed. I am human all got second chance why not me is that because I am different,” the former Pakistan leg-spinner wrote.