He said he wanted to hear me after he’d heard the rest of the guys, and nobody wanted to audition after me. Many times he used words I didn’t understand and I’d just laugh because I didn’t want to appear stupid. I release my music and my art on my website, so now I can sell directly to the public. I’ve been very, very lucky and I’m grateful to have had the life experience I’ve had. I’ve been lucky to just survive and learn and try to grow from all the experiences I’ve had.