He testified that he felt threatened by Mr Filihiahekava but was remorseful for what transpired. "I sometimes feel like it would have been easier if I died that night." The 33-year-old releases drill rap music under the name Snoee Badman and testified he thought Mr Filihiahekava was calling out because he was a fan. "Don't play dumb, I'll f***ing pop you right now," Tammer-Spence alleged Mr Filihiahekava said to him. The 33-year-old said he pulled a knife, jumped out of the way of a possible gunshot and stabbed Mr Filihiahekava in the chest before running away.