Grief, grief, grief, grief, and more grief. Courtesy of Amanda Kloots Nick Cordero and Amanda Kloots at dinner at the Mermaid Inn in NYC, one of their favorite spots in the city. Courtesy of Amanda Kloots Nick with the couple’s son, Elvis, when he was about 5 months old. Courtesy of Amanda Kloots A family walk on Amanda’s birthday on March 19, 2020, the day Nick’s COVID-19 symptoms started. My good friend, Rabbi Steve Leder, asked me once, “Amanda, when do you think you’ll be over losing your husband?”