All I know is that I honestly can’t take any more challenges — we’ve had two in a row. At the time it happened, the only thing that helped us through emotionally and practically was my own job. I can’t sleep anymore because I’m so terrified. But when “lightning strikes twice” and we find ourselves with a second serious crisis heaped upon the first, our resolve often collapses. The feeling that floods us is, “No… I can’t… it’s too much, I can’t do it.”