"My mother used to beat the shit out of me on a daily basis. Put my face in garbage full of maggots because I forgot to tie the garbage bag before putting it in the bin (mind you, I was still a child). I'm still struggling with all the emotions I lived with during my childhood. To this day, she still doesn't understand why I don't want anything to do with her. She still calls my sister to get her to convince me to get in contact with her.