Forty years ago I was troubled by differing accounts of the same Gospel event. People who suffer from trauma-related PTSD can well remember event details; their problem is that they can’t forget. My readers are often delighted but surprised that I recount event details, conversations and my thoughts about those events at the time. It is important to recognise that the Gospels record only a tiny fragment of all Jesus’ conversations. There’s plenty of evidence the Gospel writers had to resolve the same problems I did.