But after taking ketamine just one time, he admits he “fell in love with it” after its dissociative effects gave him “peace of mind”. “When I came into recovery, I was like, how am I going to be able to be a good dad without the use of ketamine?” I'm still doing it today just over 10 months later, which is not a long time, but for me, it is. It’s not that I don't have my hard days because I do, but I’m able to manage them now and if the thought creeps in I'm able to work with them now and work through it. On his involvement in the campaign and spreading awareness of ketamine addiction, Bradley said: “I didn't want to.