But Coleen knows there are still questions about Wayne and his past behaviour,’ says an insider. ‘She’s torn, because she knows whatever she says will be a big story and she’s worried about what their boys think. There are times when she just wants to own it – be bold and talk about the betrayal and hurt she’s been through – but she’s worried that would just create more drama.’ ‘She feels as though Wayne has really grown into his new career as a football pundit – he’s really good at it. He still likes to blow off steam every now and then, but Coleen really believes that he’s changed from when he would really go off the rails.