THE grieving wife of conservative activist Charlie Kirk has relived the horrific moment she learned her husband was assassinated. Former pageant queen Erika Kirk, 36, said that she was sitting in the hospital with her mother when she first learned she was going to be a widow. "With all due respect, I want to see what they did to my husband," Erika remembers saying. Charlie Kirk memorial speakers and special moments"Like Jesus rescued him. 'I FORGIVE HIM'In a heartwrenching speech, Erika, who is now the CEO of Kirk's organization Turning Point USA, admitted that she had forgiven her husband's killer.