“Firstly, I had this fear… personally I had thought that I won’t lose a series in India as long as I am playing. “We won 18 series (at home), I thought as long as I am playing Test cricket in India we won’t lose a series but that has happened, so I am not surprised with anything (that is happening)," “I think this is a good achievement but when you set such high expectations and lose a series, it stands out and that is what is happening."