The old me died in jail and a new version of me was reborn. A jury in July acquitted Combs of sex trafficking and racketeering conspiracy charges, but he still faces the possibility of years in jail. “The scene and images of me assaulting Cassie play over and over in my head daily,” Combs wrote. In her letter to the judge ahead of sentencing, Ventura dismissed Combs’ claims of remorse. Lost in the drugs and the excess,” Combs wrote.