Learning Nicole Kidman and Keith Urban were splitting after two decades together was bad enough. Gossip hound DeuxMoi revealed on her podcast Thursday that her Nicole source said they had one of those marriages that was more… relaxed. Hence the Oscar winner having faith it was forever:“Nicole has always believed that her marriage with Keith was for life. But if seeing other women wasn’t that big a deal, why does Nicole feel so “betrayed,” as every source close to her has said? A new young wife, new kids, new family, the whole thing she wanted forever… but with someone else.