What have I lost in my life as a steadfast activist? I wish I had visited the coasts of Scotland,eaten fish and chips in gabled pubswhile the lilt of Celtic fiddle musicfloated over soaring cliffs. I wish I had seen Lisbon,heard the cry of fado sungfrom deep in the heart,eaten faiojadain seaside restaurants. If my time were freeI would go to Cape Codfor whales and lobster and that unique light on the seafrequently. It is a choice I make and will makeover and over and over again.