Within its pages, she details her horrifying experience in Sochi, where Lauer allegedly preyed upon her while they were both there to cover the Sochi Olympics in 2014. So, she explained, she was later “drunk and alone” when Lauer allegedly seized his chance. “I would never have used the word ‘rape’ to describe what happened,” Nevils wrote, despite her intoxication and the time and the massive power differential. “I wadded my bloody underwear into a ball and threw it away.”Later, Lauer allegedly messaged her: “You don’t call, you don’t write — my feelings are hurt! It was not a misunderstanding’Nevils describes Lauer allegedly wanting a repeat, and this time bringing towels — planning ahead for the bleeding that he planned to cause.