Because of this, I enrolled in architecture school. c) refine my design skills and abilities, which ideally would allow me to try out design-based positions in the field of urban design, architecture, and planning. I just don't have time for the things I really love in my free time, and it's been affecting my mental health. I understand the pay and work-life balance are horrible for somebody like me who doesn't necessarily feel this is my lifeblood. I just want to be part of the process and be allowed to contribute to the design process in some capacity.